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2006-12-21T08:41:00.000+08:00

GOING KOREA TONITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH!!!!! OMG!!!!!
IM FLYING TONITE LEHH!!!!
omgiamsohappyicanjustknockintoadoor&nvmlaaiya..

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....

my bro&mysis: they r as mad as me...
lol no la dis photo was taken in the amozozo...
LOL..

i got 30, 000 won (SG$50) to spend leh!!! ya la buy souvenir for everyone lah hor...

ahnyeong-hi gyesyo!! ((:

2006-12-16T10:20:00.000+08:00

back from the bio attachment!!!!
no la, actually since ytd about 7 plus cos i ended up going shopping at jec with xinran.
she spent quite a lot: bought 2 new shirts for $13.00 and spent another $5.90 on heels.
i bought: a gold retro thick hairband ($2.90) and another thin black one for sch($1.00).
dats y i love shopping with her. she buys more stuff then me.
almost anyone i shop with, i end up buying some ex stuff and they get away with some cheapo stuff.
lols. no offence dears X).
okae, photos photos...
Day 1:

> measuring the length of dead gobies preserved in alcohol so they really stink..
look, the vernier callipers are so updated. :( so unfair. and we use the lao pok one.
rv is SO poor.

>dead gobies(fishes with this circular suction pad on their stomachs so they can really stand)
> side profile omg i look so retard keying in the location, length, collector and call number of the fishes..and dats sherman and jolene at the far end doing their fishes....xinran was measuring...and helping me take this photo....LOL...

random museum photos i took at the Raffles Musuem of Biodiversity Research:

look at all the preserved animals..yep, they are real.

>snakes, reptiles..

>jellyfish and seashells....

> monkeys..>a sun bear...>dodo..amazing rite...they are extinct liao...close up of dodo head..look at the pattern on the beak..its like sea waves..very pretty..other nice photos available but i wont load them up..mostly pinned butterflies and crabs..

Day 2:

at a forest in Dover..dun ask how we got in to this ulu place...but its CRAWLING with bugs and insects..i saw the anopheles and the aedes..used up my whole insect repellant can...

> xinran and her catch...

after freezing them...they are ready to be set up....

>opening the delicate wings..must be careful cos they are very fragile and break easily.and use paper strips to hold their wings down..

pinning of insects too...

> some examples our instructor, Ms Lua showed us...

Day 3:

skinning of birds..practically cutting them open and taking their DNA samples...den dispose of the body..and stuff the insides with cotton..2 persons to a bird..

> Ms Wang blowing the egg yolk & contents out so the egg shell can be kept as a specimen..

> Ms Wang holding the bird..looks like its still alive eh? lolx!

>random photo....

>breaking off the wing..Ms wang said i had technique!! haha...broke everyone's bird's one wing..except for sherman's and jolene's ..i think their bird's diet was high in calcium..almost fractured my index finger while attempting to break them off...

>dissecting the bird..blechh..finding the area below the breast bone and their excretion hole..(where their sperms, eggs, urine, faeces are desparched from their bodies..)

> spraying sawdust over their insides cos when it gets too bloody and fleshy it will stick to your fingers..

> end product!! with body and eyeballs intact..funny, small birds, big eyeballs..it kinda resembles a chicken..hehe...

> sewn-up bird...coulden take the process of stuffing and sewing cos of my dirty hands..yep, but me and xinran did a good job la...except that the neck part quite elongated...lols...

Day 5:

spent the morning unwrapping birds from a collector Mr Chua CC who did it for a hobby..but he diden preserve the birds well or store them properly so bird heads and bodies rolled..and detached...lol...like unwrapping otah..

in the afternoon, we went back to the Mollusc room to help Ms Lua again..and pinning up more insects and sorting..yes, literally holding them and piercing them..learnt a lot..about diffrentiating termites from ants( termites have a single segmented body, while on a ants body, there are several obvious constrictions). and we saw more gastropods( seashells) , stick insects and plenty of other stuff, like insect groups: ordonata(long bodied), diptera(flies), heomoptera(bees, wasps). it was pure fun.

MY LAST WORDS (LOLS) : this attachment was a really engaging experience that will leave unforgettable footprints cos it was one of those times i really enjoyed myself, seeing another side of science, learning how to catch animals and preserving them, knowing the work of a museum curator, and all those bus trips A1 A2 to Business school, IT school and going to NUS Co-op. Made new friends, got to know new people, and got to know a part of NUS. the curators were very nice. they said we could come back during our free time to help out..will if i have the time..haha..and Ms Lua said our group of all the three was the luckiest cos we did everything: birds, fishes, insects while other groupsonly focused on one..so, relli glad i went for this attachment!! haha(:

BTW....went for the reopening of our dear National Museum at orchard road last saturday..a bit lagg la..but took some photos as well, the exhibitions were great but no photos allowed so gotta go see lor..IT WAS GREAT. rellli relli..

> the NEW national museum in its full glamour...looks relli fantastic eh. the LONG QUEUE. dats sgreans for u...see long queue den just join even when they donno what its for..heh...actually my mom kinda did the same thing..found out later dat it was to go in the arts exhibiton: AMOZOZO!! amozozo.....we queued relli relli long...only 50 people allowed inside the amozozo..so must patiently wait for ppl to come out..yah..and then!!!!! i just found the girl doing the intro so familiar...and turned out she was from rv, the fiona something who talks english so pro-ly. ya, and later on i laggy found out that other sec 3s were also working there...and den i realised too that the person who lifted up the flap to the amozozo was Y. Ning xin. +.= i damn lagg la but....had a great time....

okae...soo: Mon-Wed: aloha loyang chalet with my cousins!

Thurs to next saturday: Korea!!! just packed up last night...lols..

And the week after that..SCHOOL REOPENS.. dis will prob be my last post before sch reopen..so tata!! (: ( grace thx..i wil get smth for you in korea..)

2006-12-12T18:53:00.000+08:00

REALLY enjoying bio attachment at NUS.
with : yishi, jolene, sherman (3C) and xinran.
plus fred(bbss) and jade(tkgs)
real nice ppl. ^^

Day 1:
started off at the Raffles biodiversiy museum..did some rounds..saw the preserved animals(will post the pics on friday)..
and had a meeting with Ms Sua(real friendly wacky instructor) and
then we were posted to the lab under Zeehan to measure dead fishes preserved in alcohol.
record their lengths on microsoft excel.
whoosh.
i was in charge of typing and xinran was doing the fishes cos they were so EW.
but after lunch i got a chance to actually touch and hold them, it was not so bad.
cold and hard.
using a vernier callipers. lols! llm im practicing ok.
so..basically did tray after tray of dead fishes..
and these stuff are important:
date of collection, location, collecter, call number and no. of specimens. the fishes real funny. range from about 180mm to 10mm. small eh? lols.

Day 2(today):
met at buona vista mrt station to hike to some nearby forest to CATCH BUTTERFLIES
(which apparently happens to be sherman's favourite activity).
Omg the conditions and the habitat was pretty over horrible.
ants(RED) were crawling up and down, into and out of pants and stinging.
as well as mosquitoes.
at one point i thought i saw an aedes mosquito on xinran's tee but it flew away:(
and the grass was about 0.5m thick. muddy.
PLENTY Of large spiders, bugs, insects. and it was the season for yellow butterflies.
real pretty.
all of us were like catching the yellow butterflies until we simply let them fly past.
esp me i got so sian and restless waiting for the black ones i just kept randomly catching butterflies, see them flutter about in the net and finally let them off.
xinran called me a sadist. hmph! (:
what we really wanted was to catch the quite rare black leathery butterflies,
which Ms Lua, the ecologist, said that doing that really needed patience and technique cos they are really fast.
there were SO MANY occasions that i was like just 1m away from these beauties
but as soon as i flung my net over up they go into the trees, UNREACHABLE.
sad la i tell u.
in the end fred managed a small greyish-black butterfly. pro.
stayed in the jungle for about 3h!!!yay.
but trust me, i'll never do that again.
happy tho, cos i caught about 5 butterflies and a dragonfly.
i sprayed so much repellant on myself i suffocated on it. serious.
but well, it was a fun and exciting experience.
after that we all caught a cab(3 actually) back to NUS. fully subsidised.lols.

after that we went down to the mollucs room where we left the butterflies in the freezer and went for lunch at NUS Business school.
which, site was so damn small in comparison to the science faculty.
food was great: 6 pieces yong tau fu costs $1.30 only..haha.
den we went to NUS CO-OP to buy chocolates..
SO, after that we pinned the butterflies onto this board to let their wings remain stable.
and microscoped a lot of special bugs and insects Ms Lua caught.
I LOVED TODAY.
^^

2006-12-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

"It's a happy happy day..."

today was bliss. (:
started off with going to jrl to do cip.
as usual me n xinyi arranged to meet on 66 den go...
then SO WEIRD.
66 stopped outside her condo and she 4got to get on the bus....
until the bus driver gonna drive off THEN she glanced at the back seats of the bus and saw me pointing 2 guns at her. (w no ammunition)
in the end she took 61 change mrt and was there 5 min before me. +.=
den we waited...and waited...and NAT came.
den we waited...AGAIN...and finally grace appeared waving her hands.
actually she let down her hair quite chio ^^ lols.

SO...cip started at 10.00am..
xinyi and nat were happily signing up and me and grace were like stoning there..cos we so patient lah...
den this malay supervisor suddenly pointed at nat's 3quarter pants and grunted:
"Whats this pants called? It has a name.."
Nat: "er..its called three-quarter pants."
MW: "its called bermudas right. its not allowed, girl."
Nat: "... ... "
THEN i think dat yalam almost went into heart attack when she realised (lagg-ly)
that me, xinyi and nat were all wearing 3 quarters.
Me: "Er. I wore this same length pants for all the cip sessions about 50hrs since i came here."
obviously stm, the yalam replied:"What? i never see u wear liddat.."
Me: Yea...den how come like everytime i come in i see you der..unless u got a twin or something. Oh, that would be horrible. (voiceless thots! (:)
Me: "Huh.."
MW: "Later you wear this hot pant and people molest you then how?"
she was serious.
Me: "...!!!"
MW: "next time you all come no more hot pant.."
..????

its "hot pantS".
no one wears one side of the pants!!

So me and grace did cip at the basement..which was kinda deserted cos it was so damned early in the morning...
while xinyi and nat did 2nd level shelving.
in the end we decided to slack off and go for lunch.
so...we took about 1hr plus..
and the best thing is: ITS ALL COUNTED.
wah, not bad eh, just by eating lunch can do 1hr cip!! ^^
i had my fav BEEF NOODLES and decided to try some drink called"Apple Sensation".
which is nt really ex la, cost me 2 bucks fifty.
tasted a lot like slurpee, only much healthier and less fattening.
i think its just mixed green apple.
xinyi so cute man! she ate her yong tau foo until her arm was covered in sweet sauce!!
den she and nat had this hong dou thing...mixed with mango ice-cream.
xinyi so waste $$ lor, ate 2 bites and gave up the rest of it.
tsk tsk.....

GRACE WAS SO NICE LA.
she just came back from hongkong and she bought these THE DOG soft-toys..omg im gonna hang it on my hp!!!! (:
and some cheese biscuits from disneyland...hahas...nice wrappers!
Kamsahamida grace!! X)

in the end we slacked off...and i was still hungry and went to eat apple pie from mac.
hey the price drop lor...from $1.20 to $1.00 only. cheap!!
den we went to see the earrings...
and xinyi bought 2 dangly star pairs, nat bought a circular earring and i bought black star-studs.
haha...had a great time SHOPPING.

AND THEN....when we returned to jrl, the librarians (99% malay population)
were having a heated argument on which days to take leave. like, diao!!
then we saw qing yun...from PHPPS...she rmbered me and i dun rmbered her...until nat pointed her out. but she has a familiar face...haha..
altho xinyi was kinda clueless.
grace left cos she had to attend her cousin's 19th birthday karaoke bash...
then..me, xinyi and nat slacked off by sitting at a crevice on 2nd floor and chatting about everything under the sun for ONE WHOLE HOUR.
den did a little shelving...
and went for break at the Cafe Galilee...
XINYI WAS SO CUTE AGAIN.
she was outta bucks so she ran across to Mac to buy apple pie and snuck it in...
me and nat had crinkle fries and i bought a single expresso for $2.20.
and it turned out to be half the size of a paper cup was amazingly so bitter i could die.
the sugar v.cool tho: GOLDEN SUGAR from australia lehh!!! hahas...
the fries were great too..altho all the fatty acids + glycerol was practically dripping from the fries...
den we slacked summore and i borrowed a book on SEOUL.
YAY THE TRIP IS 12 DAYS AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

den in the end we stopped CIP at 4....OMG OMG
I HAVE OFFICIALLY COMPLETED 50HOURS OF LIBRARY CIP!!!!!!!!!
DEN WE SHOPPED AT THIS FASHION.
nat bought a tube dress for jia min...and i bought this halters...spent 8 buckies...

ALL IN ALL. HAD A GREAT TIME.

I am BB-1: BIG BULLY cos i kept saying ernie from 3G is xinyi's zhen ming tian zi and kept calling nat shortie!!!
Nat is BB-2: Big bReast. FULL STOP. SHANT ELABORATE.
Xinyi is...xinyi.
LOLS.

I HAD A GREAT TIME.
LOOKING FORWARD TO BIO ATTACHMENT NEXT WEEK 9-5!!! 11-15dEC.
AND CHALET 18-20 DEC AT ALOHA LOYANG.
AND KOREA! 21-29 dEC AT KOREA. ^^

2006-12-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

wah. so many events happened. so much things to blog, so little time.
cos project superstar is in 15 min!!
cant wait to see arrogant averil getting kicked out.
when i first saw the youtube clip i also din believe it.
but well, the infallible truth stands.
anyway..

1st Dec:
went vivocity again ( no la, 3rd time only hehe ) last friday after ponning half of el.
but really, renee's old antics are up again and its lame exercises queueing up one by one.
so..in order to escapee mind damage, have to scurry my way out there.
was thinking probably staying just a teeny leetle bit longer but some clever person suggested to have early break!
hahas..felt a tinge of guilt..but...well...VIVO was waiting...cant say no..summore it was 1dec..all the stores supposed to be 100% open!!

ok la.so after went there..WENT CRAZY.
cos of...all the SHOPS!!! wah so overwhelmed!!
so many got opening day discounts also leh!!!
aiyah! but then the card cannot use.
sad. :( lolx.
discovered a v.v.v.v.nice (cheapandchic) (moschino>?haha no la its not dat tv advertisement)
clothes outlet that was filled with these glam dresses..
and i think its the only place in vivo which sells a spaghetti stripe that looks like it costs about 30 bucks selling at just $9.90!
haha, i think can get prom dresses there.
maybe next year got more choices :P

2nd Dec:
TOOK MY BIRDFLU INJECTION .
ok..damn funny..i wasnt scared about the pain( yala everybody say like antbite hor..)
UNTIL finally i was waiting for my turn outside room 55 traveller's clinic and i started to teeny-freak.
wad if the needle din go into a vein/artery or something then poke my muscle how???
wad if the nurse is like those siaosiao one how>>
wad if..
ok la. hahas. getting tired.
my mei went first..then she was like sitting on the jabbing chair and then after the jab she just started laughing.
madness lor i tell u.
den it was my turn..

the nurse's cold gloves grabbed my shoulder..
den my dad tell me to tell her where i applied the cream(?)
(? ans: my dad go buy this cream apply on the skin then will numb it for half hour..keke^^)
den i indicated.
ok. then the needle went it.
serious. i can feel the metal lor.
the nurse even commented that my needle was bigger than my mei one. walau!! =_+
which din make sense cos they dun tell needle size on the tube rite.
..
anyway, the needle was in there...for like about 1 min liddat...yes i m so evil it wasnt really dat pain la..but my bro was like looking at my expression..
so i purposely squeezed my eyes shut then open then.."Pain leh."
haha..*neahneah*
then it was OVER.
funny lor, the needle still felt like it was inside my arm.
but ok la. not so pain. sry bro...(:

ALSO....
ahhhhh!!!!! met church guy at the bus-stop...then we were like staring at each other..i think he finally recognised me..after like..4 yrs since i left sunday sch to join e adult service w me mom!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i like want to smile dun wan to smile liddat...in the end i just look away la.
haha....zzz....den 77 came and we got on the bus..
he alighted at those bungalows there..but guessed liao la..cos his mom doc his dad also..
(the deacon is part-time)
gahhHh!!! but the point is: i saw him and he saw me wor!! ^^

4 Dec:
the most boring day of my life.
want to study then dun feel like studying..
in the end just while away my time reading "Song of Silver Frond" Catherine Lim de zuo ping..not bad...
v. lame leh tho.
the names:
Silver Frond: Ying Hui
Silver Flower: Ying Hua
Silver Pearl: Ying Zhu
aiya cant she just use their chi name..
frond lai frond qu..lolx..
enjoyed the book! :p

5 Dec:
morning went to bukit timah plaza opp my house der..to...
collect new specs!!!! lols...got sian of the weird-looking blue-yellow specs...
so changed to a red frame der...got take pic..but den dono why the com v.nortti today..dun want to accept my infrared pics..hmph...so..nx time den post..
den after dat revised a leetle bit of chem..
den went to plaza singapura ( im thinking...whether got another shopping centre singapura something....all i went to like link tgt =.+)
NEW MUSIC BOOKS FOR MY ELECTONE!!
oei not cheap lor. cost me a hundred bucks..haha..
1 on christmas songs("Since christmas is coming" quote MsChow)
1 on lomantic love songs...nt bad..quite thick..haha^^
just happy to get more new pieces!!!!!

AND THEN...
going home der shi hou...about 7 plus liao...
i was in the toilet...den i heard someone vomitting in a cubicle..omg..sounded...like whoever the person was very xin ku..
then the person came out.
quite chio der..i think about 17 plus lidat..she was like washing her mouth..
i couldent look..so i go to the other part of the toilet to dry my hands..
then she was like holding her stomach..omg...
THEN...
exited from toilet der shi hou..she went towards this tall quite shuai guy..who was obviously waiting for her..then they hugged each other(i think he expressing concern bah..)
omg...they both so young..den....er.......dun wan to elaborate my thoughts la...
but she was grabbing his shirt tail(cos he so tall mah =.=)
then they walked off..zhen shi der...so young leh..waste her youth....tsk tsk..
dun wanna assume too much....

6th Dec:
dats today and oh my i m 10 min late for the show!!!!
lol.....signing off den....

THE HAMSTER DANCE SONG rawksmyworldlikenother(:

2006-11-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

WOW. cca today was actually quite ok.
a big leap from the past sessions!

started off w me and xy deliberately conspiring to be late..
but in the end, we ended up waiting for renee(AGAIN) in classroom 1G.
then i was so damn early la..and ended up having to wait at the bus-stop.
who knows the sky suddenly turned grey and adrenaline caused me to "flight"
all the way into school.
to find that ning qian(another sec1 junior) and me are like the only 2 bodohs who donno where the cca is.
cos cheena CL was hogging the drama studio. -_-

AND SO, we just sat. patiently. in the canteen.
UNTIL joshua kindly came over and told us cca was held at 1G.
yea. so.
did some lame exercises..starting with a game called the "Scrumbles" or issit "Scrambles"?
where someone oddoneout shouts either:
"Fire" All people acting as trees have to switch partners
"Hunter" All people acting as squirrels have to find a new tree a.k.a home
"Earthquake" Any three idiots just form a tree and a squirrel!
shout until like siao lor. in the end my larynx, pharynx and trachea + voicebox went keesiao.
ANYWAY. then followed by MORE impromptu-s..and basically the stage sculpting.
weird la. but actually......enjoyable.

met miss yew at sch today.
den i was walking down the steps.
and saw her.
then i said, "Hi .... Miss Yew." together with my star awards 2006 smile lah DUHH.
den she smiled back. and then got this like shocked look on a face.
okae la not shocked like SHOCKED but...taken back.yes, taken aback.
I got the premonition that she thinks i said Hi first and then "miss you".
EHMYGAWD no way in a thousand million hundred light years will i EVERSAYTHAT LA.
like, ew! im not lesbian and I DO NOT HAVE A fluttering passion for such egoisitc teachers.
wadevr, maybe she thinks im being nice. dun scare me.

anyways, realised that I HAVE FINALLY REACHED MY TARGET.
OMG I COMPLETED MY LIFE MISSION!
as usual..ytd i was like feeling sian again..and then just randomly asked my sis to measure my height for me..using the measuring tape. abit lame la. but then we got our ways of making it accurate and reducing parallax error + random error + systematic error and aiyah all the errors la ok.
we are 100% certified and zun4! one ok.
I REACHED 1.70m!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shouden have reminded myself. now going hysterical.
BUT THEN..
together with the good news comes bad news as well.
boo-hoo man i feel like i got fatter...
yes i noe i am so heavy that i can crush an ant easily under my feet la.
BUT STILL. nvm, the height balances it all.
now still quite borderline underweight according to weight-for-height but i think i got more meat.
ew, sounds disgusting.
but hey! i gotta grow rite!
cant stay the same weight forever.
with the breakfast, sub-breakfast, lunch, tea, dinner and supper.
SO YES. STILL HAPPY OVER MY HEIGHT :D

2006-11-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

well, chatting with tralala right now, feeling great.
lolx!

today was cca day again.
yet another dooming ordeal lolx.
SO, the whole morning was spent playing lame games courtesy of renee.
and FINALLY, when it was lunch time, she said be back in one hour.
as in from 12.30-1.30. and the time was 1.35.
ok, so initially me, xinyi and nat planned to go harbourfront with genia, jer and eel.
then in the end, since i din want to miss out the casting,
(who knows i might land up with some minor role)
and we decided on going to gillman village.

WAH i practically rediscovered gv *not golden village.
the hotplate was BACK IN BUSINESS.
so of course, went to eat sweet and sour pork hotplate.
haix, now no more egg underneath the rice ler. sad.
and then, nat ordered same as me. and xinyi, after circulating the whole area realised that hotplate was the best choice and ordered sweet and sour fish hotplate.
yay, it was YUMMEH.

and then nat's hunger pangs returned due to excess secretion of gastric juice
and she ended up buying a da-bao box full of thick fries.
WAH pro. she spent $3.50 on a box a fries.
cool leh i nvr see people sell fries in boxes.
then halfway through the cooking she decided she was quite full liao.
so me and xinyi ate with her to puchang (:
so nice right.

DEN walk out that time realised that the entrnce extreme end got this small cake shop called
"little *something*", where xinyi bought solero icecream.
the shopowner very nice..on the fan when we went in..LOL.
and she said that there was 10% discount off the pastries cos the teachers from rv always go there and buy cakes.
WAH teachers...tsk tsk...the canteen aunties so sad u noe.

LOL...then it started pouring and the three of us were like stranded in the Frangipani thingy.
So we sat on the wooden bench outside and munched on fries.
and basically waited about 10 min before the rain stop.
nat damn cute lah! she left the fries box on the wooden table when xinyi told her to..in front of the whole canteen summore.
aiyohyoh someone's in trouble!!! haha ^^

ANYWAYS. we were back by 1.30 on the dot and guess what?
like RENEE herself wasnt back.
later on she admitted that ( unedited and true ) "I was back at 1.30 but went to take a nice long shit." cool lah.
shit so long meh. almost 20 min leh.
so much "cake" ah>?

SO i supposedly did get a role, but not maddy(mag) though..i got ivy (lee)
haha hey everyone must watch me act every night 9pm on house of joy channel 8 lah!
anyways, doro is pro at mag and hope she'll get the role.
maybe just lose the accent a little?

basically had a fun day today.
(: yay fun days in a row!! haha.

2006-11-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

well~ yet another happy day. haha.

started off not so happy , though.
yesh, in the morning was EL.
damn it..had to take 174 switch 963 to schoool..cos 61 too full..wow, i can RHYME!
anyway, was late for cca for half an hour.
although in actual fact, that is the time el always starts - half an hour before the stated time.
and me and xinyi were hoping like shit that we will miss renee's lame warmup stretching exercises..but..well, hopes are wad make the world SEEM abetter place?
ok, so la-di-da the whole day went past..
oh ya, there was this improvisational skit i impromptu-ed with grace...lol..a bit like the classic mr bean show..where he was trying to get past the old lady in front of him down the steps,
finally succeeded by climbing down the railings..
and then got and old man in front of him.
lolx.
and in the other improvisation, i kept doing those smoochy kisses and hugs!
argh, i think organising the script is really good for these type of stuffs.
( no one's lips touched in the event of the play-making ^^
thank gdness. my 1st kiss cant be wasted just like that! lol! (: )

then we decided to go jec to eat lunch, sort of a group gathering bah.
(we = me, grace, xiaoyun, genia, jerrine, eeling )
ended up the 1st half of "we" da-baoed mac and the 2nd half of "we' da-baoed kobayashi.
omg i cant eat another bite of kobayashi..afer gorging myself last friday.
lol (:
and da-baoed then eat where? Outside winter wear 2nd lvl lor.
LOL.
funny eh, i think it has been a rv tradition since donno when that we keep coming here at the same place to eat.
lots of lame chat went on in our grp next to like, the entrance!!!!!!!!
haha, about people hated, people sian-ed, people *erkhem* and ya, just about it.
and me n eug were like crapping about transparent bras, how they just "support" yet no "cover".
lols, hey isnt that a great idea!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL.

anyways, did library cip at jrl again ina week, this time 2h.
after dat went to guang for half an hour at the pasar malam,
oggling at the bags, clothes, shoes and their so ATTRACTIVE prices.
the childrens' section nvr felt so claustrophobic,
it was a breath of fresh air at the 2nd lvl.
still, no korean books left!!!
argh, nvm.
bought grace a blue bracelet as her bdae present...lol..FINALLY.
hey at least she was there to pick it and i had the cash to buy it!!! haha.. (:
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!
(ya, may u grow taller until u can reach my 1.7m yeah? JIAYOU&addoil!! )

really loved today.

2006-11-19T16:16:00.000+08:00

ahh~ got a new love: FAHRENHEIT!!!!
haha i love this guy:

my gosh!!!! SHUAI DAI LA.correction: the epitome of shuai. the definition. gawshhhhh i AM GOING CRAZY.182CM 73KG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Fahrenheit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!their songs not really say very fantastic but the guys are so shuai.haha^^

went jec with my mom bro and sis again..ended up buying another pair of earrings...and almost bought the heels but my mom said that there were nicer ones in OG so have to wait until december...haix...but nvm.

FAHRENHEIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33!!!

2006-11-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

SIAN. SIAN. what the heck larh its like total boredom nowadays.
I think i must be the only one in the whole lvl that already completed everything (ya im gloating)
but still, it sucks to have so much free time and not know what to do with it.
serious, I'm so sian until i actually have headake from just slacking la.
i dun tink I'm ready to go work at Mac yet, dident really plan to anyway, so you two go ahead bah.

I cant believe I'm saying this, but I really wish school reopens like next week or something.
Ya, quick come olvls so at least I can pia instead of stoning in front of the black screen of the tv, which is not even on la.
Okay forgeddit, I'll just go buy myself more tys tomorrow and start practising.
its never to early to start preparing for o levels i guess.
who am i kidding?

so it turned out that nothing happened.
but then like the story she wrote a little bit erm, over-exaggerated.
if i remember correctly the story just had a simple plot, no?
Or maybe my memory is failing me.

no music lesson today, intially planned to just shop at Orchard, but no one else was free
and so, yes, its stuck all day at home with me, myself and I.
and my maid.
OMG SOMETHING JUST GO AHEAD AND HAPPEN CAN!!!!
anybody!!!! if like wanna go anywhere just ASK ME TO GO MAN!
arh!!! I'm dying of boredom-sickness.

have this big ginormous pimple right underneath my lower lip.
and its like a small volcano k, only it isnt lava but some disgusting pus thingy.
and I pathetically spent like 15 min squeezing it out.
and applied cream, and I feel like sleeping man.
know why? cos I AM BORED.
wanna go Bugis shop cos there got like the 2-storey This Fashion, but last time I lost my silver bracelet there (outer pocket of my bag) and my mom says its not a safe place.
wanna go orchard but i dun want to go splurge on expensive stuff.
wanna go do library cip but i dun wanna go alone.
After 39 hours of shelving books and shelf-reading. trust me.
wanna sleep. but i already did it just one hour ago.
wanna go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but just went to like westmall this morning.
haish, stoopid la. BORED.

2006-11-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

so...the 1st job was...*erkhem*
these ppl just slacked around man, while me and my bro just stood and packed the New Year sweets.
wah man, not bad!! i made $26.00 yesterday..ah~ the feel of moneh...
and spent $6 today on earrings and whatnots.
nvm, cannot work anymore liao, cos the auntie told the leader that must work full time mon-sat 8-5 fulltime la..siao...not gonna do dat..rather slack at home...

did more hours of library cip again..maybe wanna get big heart next year bah..lols..
saw another shuai guy..the one i saw previously in june der..and also september..
and i saw him today again!!!

zhen shi you yuan la..always at children's section den see him, other levels all no-go.
forever so tall~!!!

no no no cannot. bee hoon i will be loyal to you...tehh hammingul!!

which reminds me..was looking for Korean Language for beginners books...and discovered that all the books are ALL BORROWED.
including chinese fan yi...siao.
but thank gdness bro borrowed one liao..heheh...

had a nice time today grace (:!!!!!

2006-11-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

It's funny how people can change feelings so fast.
Just one moment ago I was gonna happily blog about the new job.
And the next, I'm wondering if something had happened that is really serious.
Until now there is no reply yet, but what can I do? Wait? Hopefully.
Well.

Okay, so the new job.STARTING TMR.
Yes, its like a lao ah pei job u know, packing sweets, biscuits, that type of stuff.
In what type of place I donno yet, to find out tomoro.
and my working partner, in fact the only person Im gonna know there, is my bro.
Me, my bro and 6 other sec 1-2 people which are my bro's pri.sch friends.
I think i will be the only one that is not relli from a neighbourhood sch, but well..
Its good to get to know others who live a different stereotype of life.

Yesterday was great, went to vivocity for the 2nd time to look around,
its still full in its glamour, still able to overwhelm me, still able to make me go mad witht teh glittery floor!!! haha^^
going a third time with grace, hopefully its a better experience than yesterday.
Carl's Jr. Isssit ecxpensive? Worth the $$?
Haha I HOPE!!!

Wanted to blog about something but I forgot about it..haish.
Must be the mood again, short post today, hope tmr's better.
BE OPTIMISTICA!!!!!

i hate the colour pink.

2006-11-11T10:54:00.000+08:00

i spent 3 hours yesterday finishing up episodes 20,21,22
and spent 2 hours plus watching episodes 23 &24 of GOONG!!
omg man, THE ENDING SO NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was realy worth it!!!!
in the end they finally confessed their lurve to each other and things started to get nice larh!
a lot of kissing scenes..but all only in episode 23 and 24.
21 22 all very sad, kept having misunderstandings with each other and chaegyung veri sad..
lost the cheerfulness in her - practically dissipated.
but 23 and 24..omg, wanna watch it again but shall keep it stagnant for a while then start watching all over again, right from episode 1.
seriously, the $44.95 is really worth it..
(altho is i pay $10 my bro pay $10..havent huan zhai to dad yet..heh paiseh)
shin..he was caught in a fire and blamed for it..all because some stoopit idiot lure him with caijing's fake msg sent by those fake ppl to yul-goon's gong.
haix, i think i like joo ji hoon.
when he cries, my heart feels itchy and sad.
and i wan to cry.
never experienced that before.
serious. everytime he cries there's this itchy feeling.
haix, JOO JI HOON.
i shall call u bee hoon from now on.
u tall guy. ^^

ah yes, the previous post, very makes sense to me.
adapted from a book i read..damn nice la.
"Peacocks Dancing" by Sharon Maas.
Shall use it for presentation when sch reopens in 2007.
donno why, really looking forward to sch reopening.
hope we get air-con class!! (:

wednesday was really nice.
i walked bukit timah plaza with just my mei alone./
and was practically stuck there cos someone din have the brains to bring an umbrellla after we assumed the sky was done raining and it rained AGAIN.
saw this black heels, wanted to buy it...u.p $69.95 now offer $20!!!!
and they only got size five which is like just 2cm longer than my palm la.
haix, really broke my heart u noe.

trying to get a new bag for next year..
he allow me to use $40 from the cashcard..thx...
but still in "xun zhao" zhong..yepp.
hope i find a nice bad soon.

got a date w 2 friends on 27 nov at vivocity..hope can find some nice new yr clothes.

omg, im gertting real sian at home.
wish sch starts soon and KOREA: FORTY-ONE DAYS.
BUTT before that, loyang with compliments from ah yee..thx..

2006-11-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

"If she got bad thoughts about me and I got bad thoughts about her,
then we are both like SPONGES.
We draw in the bad thoughts of the other and the thoughts get worse and worse
and we both feel badder and badder.
But if she got bad thoughts about me and I got good thoughts about her,
then when her bad thoughts arrive at my doorstep they can't get in.
They can't hurt me.
My good thoughts is like a shield around my soul, you see.
And when those bad thoughts start coming they bounce their heads on that shiled and they fall down stunned.
And for a moment they don't know what happen.
And they get up and rub heads and say," Wha'? Wha'? Wha'?"
And they rush back to the sender and say "We can't get in there we bruise we head."
And whoever sent those bad thoughts start to think.
And she realize how much her own bad thoughts hurting.
And hurting and hurting because they all come back with bruised heads.
And it hurt and it hurt and it hurt.
And finally she realize her bad thoughts are only hurting herself.
And then she start to have good thoughts.
And then everybody happy."

2006-11-06T15:18:00.000+08:00

well, in order to satisfy a few perverts' desires,
here i am once again in front of my com, hacking away at the keyboard.
even though, seriously nothing exciting is going on in my life right now.
except for the fact that yesterday in church i found out he was also the one playing the organ which is directly opposite the grand piano.
haha~ actually dat was purely by incident because we were standing up to sing
and he just suddenly disappeared through the door leading to the choir room
and reappeared at the organ. so multi-talented. ^^

so, holidays for sec3s have FINALLY started eh.
i spent this whole morning piaing geog, finally finished!!!
yesh dear, dun give me that diao look again.
i still got bio attachment and korea in december, talking about it, everything starts getting hectic just about towards teh end of the holidays.
thats the reason i gotta pia finish all my homework and start on my revision before dec ends.
or else im in for shit.

funny, i found ms serene teo v.inspirational during last week,
those lectures.
initially was sort of mad la cos couldn't go to the njc talk because it was compulsary to sit in for her lecture.
i partially lost my chance to beautify my DSA form,
thank goodness for the raffles biodiversity museum curator attachment. yay.

ms teo, she made me realise the importance of grabbing all my time left before the Olevels
and making good use of them.
she made me realise that people really suffered (unknowingly i might add) when they did last minute stuff.
she made me realise myself, in short.
the rebel ( rabble) really made sense.
shees as good as chia kel-li and makes history really engaging.
short of her "mild" distractions when she strays away from the text, esp last friday when cca time was due and she just finished Long March.
until now, i have absolutely no clue about Cultural Revolution of Great Leap.
Because I was listening to her crap which made sense. (zzz..ironic)
Anyway, some bubble just went pop in my brain and Im gonna get down to good solid pia-mode. Getting excited about sec4..the new school year and everything.lols.
been meaning to get that bag at harbourfront,
only i just splurged yesterday on contact lenses again. haixx.

AND im so changing my specs frame in december...with financial support from me mom..if not im really gonna go broke.
lols. went to vivocity with chey last week, and it was DAMN FREAKING HUGE!!!
the space, everything, is really overwhelming.
With forever21, ALDO, and everything, i really love it there.
even the floor sparkles for goodness sake.
the interior design at TANGS relli nice too haha.
we-el, todays is ren's bdae and we're gonna go pizza hut to celebrate her bdae..
happy bdae mei..^^

2006-10-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

i noe, my end of year L1R5 is sad.
i missed my perfect ten by one mark.
one stupid mark. that could be actually pu chang by adding one more mark for my english to push it up to an a1, or adding 1m to either of the two 64s for physics and bio.
haish, oh well, i guess i really have to try harder for next year.
but well, at least im in the top 20th percentile. (:
stupid la ewyp, l1r5 12 (more than me wor! haha), then percentage still higher than mine by that 70.7 by 0.6 marks. wtvr, admission to jc they dun look at percentage! tra-la-la!! hehe (:

intially wanted to take up an odd-job or smth during the nov-dec holidays this year,
but i decided that im gonna put in all my effort and literally pia the whole hoildays.
with revising and making sure I "understand my concepts" as quoted from the GREAT ELIZABETH a.k.a ewyp hehe ^^.
but i am serious. dead serious. look at my face.
"I am serious lor."

Currently finished reading thru the chinese "hao zuo wen" all the jian bao.
i noe wads-her-name (chi lao shi) said that we shoulden have that type of "xin tai" where we just pian pian wan to do jian bao or smth, but hey, I got see ppl who always do jianbao try their hand at the qing jing zuo wen and failed larh can.
these type of Q3 is for those PRCs to use their flowery language and scenery describibations to gain those damn high marks. its useless to try to pit yourself against them larh.
"rice-bowl stealers", thats what they are.
i mean, i din relli get a shock during prize presentation today.
of the sec 3 (or should i sae ppl who are 17) top 10, 7-8 are actually PRCs.
wad the...
from 2007 onwards, every single good jc will be taken up by all these cheena ppl.
then all the singpaoreans fill the jcs like anglo-chi. and s.a.j.c. lor.
no hope liao.
haish. but what to do? the govt just wanna keep importing these rice-bowl stealers over.
they sure wont "yin shui si yuan" der.
once education scholarship here is complete, they all fly back like nobody's business.
anyway, wad hell, just hope they dun compete w me to be a lawyer or banker.
if not i got some cut-throating business to do.lols.

we-ell, just have to pia very hard for this holidays, enjoy myself IN KOREA!!!
(hehe im smirking moimoi..^^)
and BUY PRESENT (see i so nice)
and then pia O-levels.
yes, gonna top history next year. donch care.

2006-10-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

KOREA YAY~ FINALLY!!!
tour was booked today at approx. 1.10pm at People's Park Shop. centre
WHEEEEEEE just so damn happie larh can.
8 days from 21 dec to 28 dec night flight n night return.
WHEE.
bought winter wear too ^^
JUST SO HAPPIE MAN OMG.

finally, my very own Korean teddy bear from Teddy Bear Museum in Jeju.
Must start saving now, my mom sure wont sponsor.
i believe it'll be ex. larh.
haix, but nvm, as long as I can get a bear just like Shin's,
I'm happy. (:

KOREA WO LAI LER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya, 58 days more.

2006-10-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

hahas, decided to redo my blog again after i saw the blogskin
SKIN OF THE DAY at blogskins. haha (:

ytd was zee day.
zee day where finally, all of eL's hard work will be recognised, appreciated and applauded.
had to leave class early, halfway through ywz's lesson, just when she was about to go through the only question i dident know how to do for circular measure. LOL.
well, it should be okay bah, since exams are alreadi over.

but i tink i should start to pull up my socks.
been staring at that thick biology lam peng kwan series sitting on my desktop, and man.
it looks evil.
i keep wanting to page through it to get a rough impression and refresh my memory
(which is currently failing me) and just feel better.
but how, i just keep shopping, slacking, eating, sleeping.
the whole time right after exams.
we-ell, cL exams in one week's time, guess i better start reading some zuo wen.
although i know and confirm i sure do bao zhang bao dao and wont do well in it, but.
just try my best.

BOUGHT GOONG VCD YTD!!!!
thanks to my dad who sponsored that $44.95 at HMV.
yeh man, went heeren yesterday to eat out since my mom just finished her exam on the heart.
LOL.
I LOVE SHIN I LOVE SHIN SHIN SO SHUAI SHIN SHIN SHIN.
haix, intially he din seem so shuai but progressively he is looking so much better episode after episode.
^^ not like that yul-goon.
hees 2 years older than shin (26 LIAO LEH SO OLD)
and he even admitted to the press that he went for zhen rong and the best part he likes about himself is his damn mouth.
shall not criticise kim jeong hoon haha.
cos im so nice. (:

today, again went out.
to toa payoh. to buy stuff.
lol. ended up buying winter clothes for Koooorreeeaaaa^^
happie sia!! WHEEEEE.

l1r5 out, its 11.
whoa big!!
so dao mei dis year.
miss 1 mark for a1 for englis. 74.
miss 1 mark for b3 for physics. 64.
miss 1 mark for b3 for biology. 64.
miss 1 mark for b4 for chem. 59.
haiz, donno waht happened, but well, GANBATTE FOR SEC 4 2007.
i will top the school!!! haha. ^^

2006-10-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

You know, when people say "The problem will just solve itself"?
well, i used to not believe that, because it doesnt relli happen that way.
but today it did.

i realised that i had people there for me.
i wont name names because i tink that will make it a little fake.
u noe wad i mean when i mean it will be erkhem la.
its not a nice thing to remember, but finally the breakdown came.

surprisingly i got to know that well, someone let it slip.
i believe it was by accident, but when i heard that she knew about it because she had been told,
it really shocked me.
i dident believe someone would do something like this, but well, the world is full of deceit right.
you remember when i used to talk about the wall separating the two houses?
well, i realised that there were also scattered bricks around that was there i dident really noticed.
the wall, it used to be a good support, it used to be part of me.
now, it isnt there no longer but a brand new wall is slowly building up,
based on simple friendship.

yes, i might have lost somebody today, but in exchange there were a whole lot of other people whom i thought were just "surface friends".
and someone whom i wasnt familiar with, i got to know her today.
might sound stoopit. but she was there.
i might have to stoop a little, but i dont mind.

i feel free, i feel happy.
my mission until next friday : dont care about her attitude, i just play my role as i should do it.
give it everything, put in effort, i believe i can do it next friday.
if she simply continues to refuse to co-operate,
well, i'll just leave renee in charge.

thanks God, You were there for me. (:

2006-10-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

why issit that u always have to make me feel like this.
depressed, not looking forward, just wishing that by some miracle u didnt even come into the picture.
i dread going to the performances, the group showcases, the acting,
all because you know i have to lead, i have to direct, i have to command,
and u are not happy about that and you simply want to make my life so difficult.

u try to steal my friends, you gather them away and "secret talk"
leaving me to just sit there, stand there, with just no one to talk to.
why issit u have to be so pro at doing this?
if only it were u acting. i bet the audience would clap like hell for you while i just stand aside at a dark corner feeling as if the whole world is jeering at me.

you know. you know i would feel this way and in a perverse sense,
u actually drink in my sadness, my anger, my envious look, my isolation.
u simply love to do that to me right.
u want to make me leave, go my own way.
hey, i even have to go to the toilet on my own now.
do you know how scary it was?
do you know the lights were on and bright and the moment you came in everything just went black.
i try to turn them on, one by one.
i try to stand you, i try to ignore your behaviour, i try to even LIKE you.
and what do you do?
u give me that LOOK. u noe the one i hate. THAT LOOK.

u want to know something?
this isnt the 1st time im posting about you.
my life was happy, or rather, it was PERFECT to me.
i had my true frens, no one was told horrible stuff about me, no one tried to take away all i had.
and here u are. BCJY.
and everything just crashed.
my world, my "perfect" agenda.
u just ruined my life in el.
now i noe why u decided to be a thespian.
so u could sit back and hurt other when YOU WERE JEALOUS.
YOU WERE JEALOUS I HAD GOOD FRENS.
YOU WERE JEALOUS OF MY POSITION.
YOU JUST HATED ME, DIDENT YOU!

well here you are. you have them almost, or rather, they actually sympathise for you now.
only a few like G. actually sees what I see.
my good fren, man, shes still her, still as life was BEFORE.
but now, its weird. theres this person who knows my good fren and feels that i dont deserve her, or rather, U FEEL SO JEALOUS YOU JUST WANT TO TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING.

Hah, i dont know what made me decide to even try to be your friend when all around, people were telling me :" Ae, a lot of ppl hate her." "Are you serious? u are her fren?"
i dident know then, or rather i blatantly ignored them although their comments just floated about in my mind, resurfacing every now and then.
u made things so horrible.
i want to kill myself just because i dread seeing you the next day.
having to face u, has become the worst part of my life.

i want to quit. i want to retract from the group.
i feel like i m letting them down. i was supposed to "lead",
and here, i am running away just because i feel too embarassed to tell them whats been going on between u and me.
but guess what? i think all of them knows now.
your attitude, your behaviour towards me.
my hatred for you is escalating.
please, just disappear.

Dear God, can you please? make her disappear. i beg you.

2006-10-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

haix, unable to make my date with vivocity today.
instead woke up at 9 and simply slacked, in the end i just kept sprawling over the couch watching HBO...sian..why no nice movies der...and...fell asleep once again until 12.30pm realised that I had a meeting at 2pm and just bathe, change, put in contacts, tie hair, change pants to skirt and left the house, forgot my handphone and went back, and waited a long long long time at the bustop finally 174 came and i squashed myself in the 1st few front seat.
u noe, the type where ppl can sit opposite.
and the space so damn small wanted to qiao my legs up also cannot cause I will just zou guang.
now theres this stoopit ache in my left leg.
hope it dont lead to leg cancer or wad and I just have to end up amputating my damn long legs.

went jp AGAIN in the same week..sian..always same shops.
my mind was like *vivo* *vivo* *vivo* until I tink i almost said the word out to myself.
today damn lame la took the lift up all the way to 4th 5th and 6th level and THEN realised that the library has shifted all the way to like 10km from jp.
haix. in the end xy came from kbox...wah she so chio larh..
i almost shock dao.
so we walked ourselves until legs numb, I finally found my blue outfit and she found her brown outfit at arounf 5 plus.
i remain nonplussed.
anyyway I got treated to mcflurry so it was only the icecream that made my day.
haha..went home plopped myself in the exact same position on the sofa and watched tv all the way until i rememberd the script so here I am crapping away at this com.
haix, school tmr....sian.
but frankly, stay at home more sian.

PHYSICS tmr...just hope i manage a B..
hmmms...

one word summarises today: SIAN.

how many days to sunday?

2006-10-08T16:19:00.000+08:00

he was wearing a dark blue shirt.
he saw me walk in w my mom.
he turned back to the front.
and he smiled.

i tink i almost fainted.
oh my, i love everything at church (:

2006-10-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

hmms, PSI 150.
whee~ just a little higher and we'all be indonesian ppl no need go school ler.
i think im falling sick..the haze bug caught me..
oh no, hope i can still go ice-skating (:

funny, today woke up at 7.35am and immed. call xinyi ask whether she going.
cca was at 9am.
keesiao lorh, whole rv only el mad enough to hold a cca session.
the school was like a deserted place. got mist also. serious.
woke up liao,
den i looked out of the window.
and then i rubbed my eyes.
then i blinked.
then i rubbed again. oh ya, i din wear my contacts.
since it got "flung" by my sis into the toilet bowl into urea.
the sky was practically obscured with some mist.
but it looked really pretty.
like a cold country's morning.
serious, if it werent haze, i could kiss the heavens.
gah, i cant even see the tree opposite my church when i look out the window.

we impro-ed todae.
ms chow was banging her hand on e electone to bounce 75.
wah. block chords damn hard la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
urgh. gotta pia for grd 6 ler.
shit, i tink my next exam is grd 7.

i tink i better start studying.

hmm..study wad?

ah i noe. transplant chow's brain into mine!
....

digged out all the winter clothes above my cupboard today.
zzzzzz ya its all stored there cos its my mom;s "storeroom".
diden like any of my parents' winter bulk...all brown la.
got dark brown n light brown. (wah so cool, blogger got the perfect colurs)
whats it with adults man, every colour is like shit.
hmm.

my sis gonna perform "plink plank plunk" at e electoneminifest.
lame la.
my bro was thanking God that he opted out.
wads my sis acting as?
one of the two girls in teh forest while all the guys act as skeletons and hover around them.
er..i tink my meimei's face along can create the whole "scary effect" liao la.

ONE MORE DAY TO SUNDAY ((:

2006-10-06T17:54:00.000+08:00

hms, no one bothered to tag me while i was "sleeping".
so sad, i think i am all alone in this world..
except for my papa my mommy my bro and my sis..

(whee) exams are finally O-V-E-R.
KO : ME-exams : 10-nil . huh?
farnie lehs, i dun feel a sense of accomplishment or that i pia-ed like shit these 3 weeks.
maybe cos the papers were so hard.
why the school so siao larh, the post-exam fever hasnt even taken root
and the papers are coming back.
worse that the 1st paper is emaths p1, which i tink was horrible la can.
thank gdness paper2 made up for it.
should be able to manage bahx.
i hope.

i really lovee exams at the hall.
haha, everyone doing the paper all around u, the invigilaters staring at me, the big yellow timer.
and that unmistakable beeping sound signaling the end of another ordeal.
gonna miss all that. really.
and going to the grandstands every morning to do last-min pia-ing,
seeing sec4 ppl playing bball and the isolated man-woman ( a sec4 gal),
the old uncle swiping at the tree w his sweeper ( im serious )
and the sudden blasting of the damn radio.
haish, i think im going crazy.

so paiseh la, supposed to meet xy at jp at 1p.m
and where was i at approx. 1.01pm? sitting in 3B listening to ywz's crap.
she forgot my name la, the old hag.
hmmph.
and the other time i saw her coming out of the staffroom and looked away,
she suddenly popped out behind me and swiped my shoulder.
zz. manners.

so, reached jp at 2pm sat at long john silvers eating combo 1 while xy n her frens crapped away..haha...
funny...1st time i heard so many jokes that are in chinese..
i dunno lei, just feel tat its really weird talking in chinese.
oh wells.

guang finish all the clothes shoppes and other stuff, decided to go home.
wah wad happen to jp arh, the bustop so far away la!!!!!!!
i tink i walked until my legs suan liao.
i tink im suffering from scurvy, my legs so bent.
but i eat an apple everyday wad. z.

ate dragon fruittee agains. whee (:

2 more days to SUNDAY!!!!

my bro topped bbss in econs again?

he got an 87 for the strawberry cookie. whoosh. i dun noe how to cook.

....

2006-09-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

whee today had CHURCH! =)
saw him again. and he saw me. and we smiled.
yea right. lol.
no la once again i sat at the back w my mommy, he sit in the front w his pastor daddy.
sounds retard. ...
funny, he dident wear the usual collared shirt.
he wore a plain shirt. hmm. ?

initially thought tt i was just gonna pop into popular and be out in a whiffy.
jiffy? wadeva..
and get everything done by 12pm.
who knew, ended up eating lunch outside w my mom bro sis popo.
lol. and reaching hme at about 3pm.
nvm. at least i got dat bio started.

and i think i better buy many stones or smth.
my notes keep flying over the room.
now my bio notes ON RESPIRATION is gone.
i pratically scoured the whole house.
futile attempt la, my search proved nothing.
nvm, thank gdness got bio txtbk as back-up.
did the maid steal it?
ya...maybe she did.
even when she dun even understand simple english.
lols.
i tink her brain will explode before she can finally comprehend.

funny. both my tuition teachers mentioned the new maid.
and yuchun even said that got one time when she was about p6
she had this friend, the new maid donno how to use the toilet bowl.
wah..
maybe she was used to squatting in the oudoors or going to an outhouse.
whoosh. fertiliser.
lol.

joshua jasmine joyce coming over later.
lame la my auntie, all J.

2006-09-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

hello RV Bigheart.

today went for cca..was late..but eL..heck care.
met xinyi on the bus..lols.
so at least got "late companion" so i m not the late loner.
there was this nerdy but cute guy...sitting opposite me.
he was reading this book so intensely.
I was curious..so i just tilted my head to read the book title.
"100 ways to achieving success in Southeast Asia".
Whoa man! So ambitious. So cute.
He kept dropping his coins all over the bus floor. And there were a few pieces of loose cotton sticking out from his pants.
...

Then xinyi suddenly whispered that he was her past piano teacher..until they had to stop cos he had to go NS..
wow. ok. and there was no sign of acquiescence between the teacher and his student.
hmm so bad la xinyi..ap yr teacher. lol.

so sad..had to go do cip myself ..these last 2 pathetic hours.
but nvm, its worth the effort. finally got JRL'S library chop. whee.

i think i got more obese today.
with the Filet-o-fishie. n coke. n fries. n Mcflurry.
but hey, at least i was happy.
lol.

the blog pic so nice right?
i load myself one..

u blew me up to a big bubble.
and then it burst.

2006-09-07T19:22:00.000+08:00

Decided not to pon el tmr.
cos i m a nice, pure, innocent schoolgirl.
um-hm. crap lor.
no la, cos still have to do the last 2 h of cip to get RV bigheart.
not like i despo for the thingy or wad.
hopefully i can just make my jc admission slip more appealing so NJ will takkaire of me.
lols.
then i realised that i actually spent 36h shelving books and more books.
hmm actually the experience not bad la.
got to meet all types of ppl in b1:
the nice and friendly parents.
the demanding parents.
the kiasu parents.
the kiasu children.
the cute children.
and..the staff suffering from menopause.
but hmms it was quite a nice 36h spent there.
just the thought that tmr is my last day working there..
nahh, i dun feel anything.
lols. :D

the new maid has FINALLY ARRIVED.
omg i have been like waiting forever.
ever since tohyipah left for home umms..2 weeks earlier
i have been craving for ening to faster come.
not bad, she flew in from indonesia just tues, got her training, and pops into my house on thurs.
hahas.
damn those stupid mops.
damn those stupid dishes. ( altho i wasnt the one who did them)
OH YA speaking of housework...
i cant belive my bro topped the level in bbss for home econs.
ehmygawd. never really realised his potential in the domestic area.
lols.
ok la, actually he din really mop the sch floor or anything.
all he did was cook, and bring back.
and usually the food is eaten in an hour.
not like i got the chance to taste la.
but i think he had the "it" factor in him. inate talent.

i could tell when 13 yrs ago when he was born and the day he came back from the hospital he reached out towards the broom and gurgled "mama".

2006-09-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

today was quite stupidly lame la.

morning woke up 7.00am left house 8.27am caught 61 8.30am.
reach school 9.16am. received sms saying the chinese jiang zhuo only starts at 10.
2 cockroaches crawled on my shoulder.
YAH. TWO disgusting roaches.

so i was happily sitting at the back of the bus.
highest seat summore..shuang lor.haha.tallest in bus.
DEN all of a sudden, felt a eery disgusting itchy touch on my hand.
omg man every single goosebump on my skin activated.
i looked, and saw a baby cockroach (aka cannot fly one)....correct right?
perched on my middle finger bone.
EWEWEWEWEWEW. swiped the thing off!!
2 NS men alighted.
I moved to their seat which is like....1 seat in front only.
but i figured anything was better than remaining at the infested place.
ANDTHENANDTHEN......another itchy feeling...on my wrist this time...
ANOTHER roach. haix. donno why they so attracted to my bag.
its black la..so..i rmb dat time like 6,7 yrs ago??
i was at e clementi swimming complex ANDTHEN dis girl was screaming her lungs off.
actually, there was a cockroach from the pool and it got stuck up her black colour swimsuit.
den my instructor said it was cos cockroaches fancied black.
ew. nv stpped into that pool again. no wait, actually i did. lolx.

so YA. swiped dat cockroache. only dis time it just got stuck to my uniform.
on my lap. GRRRRR....used the hp pouch to swipe it off.
and migrated to the seat directly in front of the door.
tkgdness no more roaches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if not....if not....IF NOT.......

ok, nvm.

anyways so the thing started at 10am .
got 3 ppl came in, ya den talk, den ask qn, den we were released.
from the chinese jail.

me n chey went w brena n the rest of 3B at the back to eat at gillman village.
haiish actually wanted to go harbourfront der, but no time.
so me n chey just ate yong tau foo....hehehe...sounds like my name.
.....

we ate v.fast. no, actually, the food came fast.
so we were back at sch by 12.30pm..den nth to do..so went to visit library..
came down, and realised that the few stragglers streaming towards the end of the canteen belonged to 3B.
so we ran up.
and got made to stand in front of lee mui with like 20 other ppl .
...
how were we to know its in lab 5 lor!!!!
norine din pass e msg to us...

another saliva-drenching scolding by mt everest.
den we went to sit at the back.
hmm...y behind so hot one...
perspiring like shit.

sometimes its nice to relinquish the feel of having such a cheem name.
cos i THOT llm donno how to pronounce so she rarely call me der.
den today we were supposed to draw tether(howspell?) time taken to raise temperature of water from 0 deg cel. to 100 deg cel.
i was stoning away cos i was daydreaming of that sunday performance by church guy.
heh. :P
so suddenly i looked up n ah mui was looking at me.
den her wai diao lips formed the words "Elizabeth, come and mark out tether t".
I was "heng ah, not me"
den she say "oh elizabeth is not here?"
"ok..i mean, ah..*my name* "
haiish. so i went up and crap in the wonder that she knew my name.
anyhow drew 2 dotted lines...and den somewhere in my dream i heard a "very gd"
so i floated back to dreamland.
and continued w my dream... lolx. (:

ok end of story.
com repaired. so can do wadeva now.

wadeva once was, and now isnt.

2006-09-04T18:12:00.000+08:00

she's still hopelessly crazy over him. going mental...
lols. nvm i wish them the best of the best.

CHANGED MY HP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ehmygawd. yesterday was the best day ever la.
went to church...and as usual, looked out for joshua. but he wasnt there.
wasnt at the front pews. hmmm.sad.
service went past in the blink of an eye.
DEN CAME the doxology.
and then pastor yap said there was a father-son thingy. duet?
HE played the piano!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
while his father Mr Samuel smth a.k.a my parents' friend played the violin.
wah man. i almost fainted.
the melody was so damn soft and nice....lols.... (:
i rmb i once said to chey n xy dat if any guy in rv stis down n plays a whole song (cheem song la)
on the piano in the canteen, that guy was nice.
but someone whos shorter than me and obviously more retard in the head perceived it as that i liked the guy. LOL.
no-no. the guy would be a nice guy. logical la rite. not any guy would sit down and play a song on the piano in front of everyone eating. let alone in rv sch canteen la.
then again, not many guys will play a piano. or learn piano.
therefore its easy to conclude that if a guy does that, he is a nice guy.
with the EXCEPTION of a guy from 3A, and the type of guy who just wanna show-off.
lols.

omg...he soh pro la!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhh* heh...

i love my new phone.
aw. aka mp3 player. aw. aka my fav phone. aw. fell in love with the way he played the piano.

aw. x)

2006-09-02T09:39:00.000+08:00

went to do library cip with brena ytd.
omg...the girlll....i waited for her for ALMOST HALF AN HOUR!!
worse la, i was wearing jeans + shoes so like i was ~~sweating~~ perspiring like shit.
walau. why the library got stupid regulation have to wear long pants + shoes to do cip leh..
hehe....brena u better dun wear dat short black skirt there liao...

got posted to the children's section agenn.
haix. so sad la no cutie came to ask me how to find dinosaur book. lols.
i rmb...that cute cute guy ask me where dinosaur book is....567.9!!
actually wanted to do 4h yesterday..so can faster complete the 36h cip...but then since it was so late liao den i so hardworking..must still do physics assgnment then go home..we decided to do 2h.
haishh. just have tah come back one last time nx week to get the last 2h.
so can get rv big heart award.lols.

hmm...got another guy also doing cip..alone.
lols.brena said he looked cheena. but i dun tink so wad.
i dun tink cheena ppl got taste enought to wear black collared shirt and baggy jeans.
ya. they probably wear high socks + short shorts+ some home tee + sport shoes.
but this guy not wad. therefore he not cheena.
so sad la. i taller than him by half a face. ....

after that got one girl and guy came down to do..
wahseh. the girl was wearing thick white hairband..plus cropped pants..plus suedes.
and the guy was..dressed like all guys do lor. long shirt+baggy jeans+adidas shoes.
i think they bgr or wad..first time doing cip bah.
they damn paiseh lar..took the other 1st guy's trolley and went off..
then dat cheena guy came and said v loud. wheres my trolley?oi..u all take!!
wah man...me n brena were like laffing like shit.

so me n brena slacked ...slacked..until 5 min before 1 oclock then we just signed out.
went to eat at the foodcourt...n i ate xiao wan mian again...haha...cheaper than Lot 1 by $0.50..but same taste la.

saw a lot of rv der..including pipa girl.

haish.no sch ler.but still have to study.the irony.
*shakes head*

STARS ARE BLIND. RAWKS.

2006-09-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

omg. com reloaded.
my mom bought the genuine Windows XP Professional..so gotta load it in the com again.
lemme see...apart from the 3 icons "My Documents" "My Com"...and Windows Live Messenger (whee..dat was the first thing me downloaded heh)
my desktop is absolutely barren.
grrr...now everything is lost.
gotta reload iPod installation...everything else that needs installation.
and the time is..approximately 12.30am.

haish. today was sad kae.
no folk dance...walau. i was like anticipating it and lookin forward to it the whole day lor.
that was the motivation for even turning up for sch today.
no la, actually i would stil have to come.
hmm..the performances were pretty okae la..just that 3B was pathetically squashed up at the front of the gallery so we practically had to sit straight just to see the end of the stage.
and worse la, some 3C guys behind.. ( i wont name who) just kept kicking my chair..
lols. kae. maybe u just have an irrestible itch somewhere or something???

soh surprised i tink the entire sch by singing a solo song entitled.. "I write the song"??
i think it was like a song in the 1900s or something.
lols. i tink xy went crazy. the song was just meant for her.
nice voice. :P

particularly enjoyed the part when he was onstage.. hehe :)

gotta sleep lerx...tmr have to do cip at the library w brena..
although my main intention of even stepping out of my house is just to go and buy another shirt skirt or wadevr.
ahh~ wadevr...so shuai...hehe.. :P

2006-08-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm...did i do well>?
i keep asking myself that question.
for this common tests, although there were a1s but still, i feel as though i failed.
even if i passed.
what's my definition of failing?
failing = not improving, not deproving, stuck in time.

why am i not advancing? why am i just not able to make the mark?
3/4 of the class got a2 and above for bio. me?
although i pia-ed for like 2 weeks jsut reading the transport in mammals so that it would become long term memory, i was like so hopeful that my efforts would produce an a1.
but who knew , all i got was the same number staring at me in my face. 32/50.
maintaing the standard (if there is one) will not help me kae.
in fact, i tink i might have to drop bio...if there comes the day.
bio is fun...bio rawks...but i just cant do well in it.
all the teachers have the same comment: reflect on your results..the way u study..what is wrong?
I DONT KNOW...all i know is, although i already changed so many tuition teachers..
actually not really counted la, cos the 1st one had to go overseas...
I DIDENT IMPROVE.
i didnt, i didnt, i didnt.
wah.

ok heck, guess i just gotta try harder.
but the qn is, how much harder?

lemme see...gonna make myself happie...
eL: 80% :)
a Maths: 79% :)
e Maths: 88% :)
Geog: 87% :)
cL: b4 but nvm tis okae.
chem: 32/50..omg i really hate the number 32...